happily married with three `makukulit` kids

I`m just a 29-year-old girl who often feels the sky is falling...

8 years ago, I was an easy-go-lucky person, blessed for having the money, influence and the connection..

I never knew how to worry about money. It was never an issue nor a problem. Instead, my whole life revolved around my `studies, friends and me exploring the world.

Back then, I say what I feel, I`m not afraid to say things that can hurt others and thus was always labeled insensitive.

I have the capacity to hide my true feelings, for even, when it hurts like hell inside, you still can see me smiling.

I also knew how to interpret other people`s actions and reactions. It`s easy for me to `read between the lines` and I take this to my advantage. I can also see other people`s weakness easily.

I play the game then and I never lose.

I seldom cry since crying for me is a sign of `losing` control, w/c is something, I don`t want to lose. I believed I controlled my life...

then the sky fell...

...we lost everything literally...

...I lost my friends...

and that`s the start of my `real` existence.

When everything was taken away from me, that`s the beginning of me discovering who I really am.

I soon realized to lose control of my life is an opportunity for me to grow and discover myself.

I soon transformed myself from being a self-centered person to a more forgiving and selfless person... and I liked it.

I gained more friends in this process, TRUE friends.

Sometimes, the sky seems to fall

but I`m not afraid to see what`s coming now

not anymore...

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